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I feel the same way a lot right after I get home after school. I normally only talk to people during that time when they make the first move. I'm always afraid to take the first step because I just find myself annoying to no end and that no one can stand having me around. .-. I always find myself at home caged like a bird wishing for freedom. The freedom I want is to just be with my friends, which also includes you, but I'm scared to ask people to hang out with me or to even start a conversation because my mind keeps telling me that nobody really wants to talk to me at all. I normally only talk to people when they make the first move. Alyssa, if I could call anyone my best friend it is most definitely you. c: It's always easy for me to talk to you because we seem to have a lot in common. You're also one of the nicest people I have met so far. You're also able to put up with my hyperness and foolishness more than most people I know. No matter how much I speak to you, I will always call you my best friend. You are an awesome person, and don't you ever forget that. I will do whatever it takes to be a better friend if I've been seeming distant lately. It's not because I forget, I never have forgetten, it's all because my shyness takes over me. I'm always a call, click, or text away. I'll always try to be there for you if you ever need me, despite if the size of the situatuion. I bet this comment came out pretty long, sorry for having to make you read all of this... But every word I have spoken is true, no secrets are kept here.